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Hello. My name is George
Stonefish. I am a Delaware, on my mother's side, from the
Moravian Indian Reserve-on-the-Thames in southern Ontario, and
on my father's side, a Chippewa from the St. Isabella/St. Rosa
reservation in Michigan. However, while I am a full blood, I
am not a reservation Indian in any manner of speaking. In
fact, I was born in Chicago, Illinois and raised on the Upper
Eastside of Manhattan (my emphasis). Nevertheless, I spent my
summer vacations with my Grandparents in Michigan and Canada
learning traditional singing and dancing. We traveled the pow
wow circuit throughout that region, but come September, it was
back to school and the experiences that came from living in
New York City with parents who were involved in the bohemian
"Artsy Fartsy" scene in the early 60's. As a consequence of
this lifestyle: poetry readings, gallery openings and the
Cedar Bar scene were typical. The finest education was
expected, ranging from P.S. 6; Wagner Junior High School;
Bronx High School of Science; Syracuse University; to the New
York State Department of Correctional Services. In other
words, all of the advantages and influences of a rich white
boy given to this little full blood Indian boy, couldn't save
me from getting busted for drug trafficking in large amounts
of cocaine and going to prison for 16 years to life for it.
Out of all my educational
experiences, I have to admit that I learned the most in
prison. Some would argue that it is because of the amount of
time I spent incarcerated (16 years), but I personally know of
inmates who have spent 20 and 30 years in prison and are if
anything, more nuts, more crazy, and if it can be believed,
even more stupid! So longevity of incarceration wasn't
responsible for my educational experiences- it was the
solitude of a 6 by 8-foot cell for a minimum of 14 hours day
and at times 23 hours a day. This solitude allowed me to strip
away all of the duality that was inherent to my upbringing,
such as the false values I had learned: by pow wow dancing;
living in Indian country; going to galleries; poetry readings;
and the right schools. If anything, the combination of my life
experiences resulted in my becoming a person who believed that
I could do anything and be anything 'I' wanted.
When the STATE stripped me of
my freedom for a minimum of 16 years and possibly LIFE, it
sent a message to me that said "slow down and reconsider your
life, your choices and your perceptions." In doing this I
became faced with the burning question that I had to answer
first before I could tackle anything else, and that was: "What
Makes A Person An Indian?"
The only way I could answer
this was by attacking it in reverse and identifying what does
not make someone an Indian. Consequently:
- Blood quantum does not an
Indian make. I know
full bloods that are not Indian under any definition of my
understanding of the word. For example, the Mormons have had
and still have a constructive policy of adopting the brightest
children from the Navajo and raising/educating them in Mormon
households in Utah. As a result they usually end up being
adults who are Mormon first in thought and belief while Indian
second as a consequence of their bloodlines. On the other
hand, I know quarter bloods who are more Indian in their heart
and actions then I, because they go to ceremonies; they
believe in the way; they live the way in their daily lives and
as a result are willing to die for their beliefs.
- Being able to dance or
sing does not an Indian make. I know many individuals who can sing
and dance - and all they know are the steps and the sounds -
not the meaning or power of what they do, nor do they care, so
they miss the beauty of it. In fact, many of these
"professionals" only possess these skills to make a buck; to
snag white women; to self identify; or to belong to something.
They are nothing but prostituting anthros.
- wearing beads, feathers
and Indian stuff does not an Indian make. I know many individuals who wear all
types of Indian stuff to proclaim to the world that they are
INDIAN. But the superficial does not make them
Indian.
- participation in
ceremonies does not an Indian make. I know many individuals who go to the
ceremonies and are really no more than tourists. They drink or
drug beforehand and/or after. While they may know the words,
songs, and moves - they fail to live the way in their day to
day existence.
- being spiritual does not
an Indian make. I know
many individuals who have a spiritual heart, but many blend
Christian, Hindu, or other beliefs with Indian concepts in a
new age hodgepodge religious belief. As long as the individual
does not continue to follow the "original instructions as
handed down by the Creator," he is not fulfilling his duties
that are inherent to being an Indian.
- having others think of
you or look up to you as an Indian does not an Indian
make. Sunbear is the
best example of the falsely acknowledged "Indian." He was
worshipped by many during his life and even into death, but
why not? He "made" enough Indians. He charged enough money to
those gullible enough to believe that he could make them what
they weren't.
What's
left? In my mind, it
is a person who is willing to sacrifice his/her pleasures and
freedoms like drinking and drugging and free lust-based sex.
It is one who cares for himself, his siblings, his family, his
wife, his children, his people and their inherent traditions.
It is a person who judges his own actions based on two
concepts: respect and the effect of one's actions for seven
generations hence.
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